wandering into this life’s trail

it's been quite a long while since i happen to have time to sat down unto this old porch with the cold breeze blowing my hands brushing my hair and my mind wandering into distant thoughts.

could this be reality? my subconscious mind argues but to its own self. i never have imagined i could have gone this far; far to where my childhood dreams had envisioned myself tewnty two long years before.

i have gone through the innocence of my childhood years, the adventures of being a teenager, the bitter sweet experiences of an adolescent, and yet to know what is like to be a real adult.

now, i have a job of my own and a carrer to pursue. a partner and a relationship to keep on fighting for. a family and a home to protect.

it seems that through the years i've been struggling to win life's battle strong willed to reach my dreams…yet as the years passess by…and daily endeavors take me to test, i find myself looking at a corner asking myself if this is really the road i want to take or had i only taken it due to circumstances? could my dreams have driften along?

wherever life's road may take me, i pray that god's will be done and that he may send me his angel to help through that when its my time to leave this world, i could held my head up high becausei have been a good example of my ownself, child to my parent, sister to my siblings, partner to my better half and friend to the many others who i happen to meet in this world.

i wish myself after i have had this important reflection to make good and be better each time of day.